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Soul Retrieval and Power Retrieval: A Journey Back to Wholeness
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- Video on Soul Loss at the end of article
As someone who has walked through the deepest valleys of pain, trauma, and spiritual darkness, I want to share my personal journey through soul loss, fragmentation, and the profound process of yoking myself back to oneness. Soul retrieval and power retrieval have been the lifeline I never knew I needed—a sacred path to healing, transformation, and becoming whole.
This is not just theory for me; it’s my lived experience. I’ve navigated complex PTSD, chronic-debilitating depression, explosive wrath, trust issues, sexual, psychological, and physical abuse, and even the spiritual trial of shamanic sickness marked by psychosis and suicidal ideation. It’s from this crucible of suffering that my healing and transformation emerged.
If you’ve felt lost, detached, or fragmented, know that there is a path back to yourself. It’s a sacred journey, and I’m here to walk alongside you.
Understanding Soul Loss
Soul loss occurs when trauma overwhelms us to the point that a part of our soul—our essence—fragments to survive. It’s a protective mechanism, but it leaves us feeling incomplete. Whether it’s sexual abuse, bullying, or other traumatic events, these fragments often remain stuck in the time and space of the trauma until they are consciously retrieved.
Symptoms of soul loss include:
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A sense of detachment or numbness
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Chronic grief, illness, or fatigue
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Gaps in memory or “lost time”
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Feelings of emptiness, hopelessness, or unworthiness
I’ve experienced every one of these symptoms. For years, I felt like I was living life as a shadow of myself. My experiences weren’t just emotional or psychological; they were spiritual wounds that needed spiritual healing.
The Journey Back: Soul Retrieval and Power Retrieval
Soul retrieval and power retrieval are central practices in shamanism, designed to help you reconnect with your lost essence and vital energy. They offer a way to restore your wholeness, heal generational trauma, and reclaim the power you need to thrive.
In my own journey, the process began with a power retrieval—a practice to help me gather the strength and protection I needed to safely navigate the soul retrieval process. This step is crucial. Without it, the returning soul fragments may not feel safe enough to reintegrate.
Through guided shamanic journeys with drums, rattles, and spirit allies, I began calling back the parts of me that had split off. Each fragment returned with gifts, insights, and a sense of restoration. I learned that my soul’s essence was not truly lost; it was waiting for me to come back into alignment and welcome it home.
What Happens in a Soul Retrieval Ceremony?
A soul retrieval ceremony is a sacred, intentional space where a shamanic practitioner connects with spirit guides, power animals, and other allies to locate and return your soul fragments. Here’s an outline of the process we use at Entheogenic Church and Shamanic Ananda:
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Preparation
Before the ceremony, we perform a power retrieval to ensure you have the strength and protection needed for the process. We also give you “homework” to prepare your inner environment, creating a space where your returning fragments feel safe and welcomed. -
Journeying to Retrieve Soul Fragments
Using the sound of drums and rattles, we enter non-ordinary reality to find your fragmented parts. Spirit guides direct us to the times and places where these parts separated. -
Returning the Fragments
Once the fragments are located, we bring them back to you. This can include symbolic acts like blowing the energy into your heart or crown. -
Integration
After the ceremony, the real work begins. Integration is 90% of the process. We guide you through follow-up sessions, helping you nurture and embody your returned essence.
The Role of Integration
Integration is where the transformation happens. After my first soul retrieval, I expected immediate relief, but I quickly realized that the returning parts needed time, love, and care to fully reintegrate. This process involved:
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Quiet time in nature to connect with my essence
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Journaling to understand the gifts and insights of my returning parts
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Releasing old patterns and beliefs that no longer served me
Through this integration, I discovered qualities within myself that I had forgotten—courage, joy, creativity, and an unwavering connection to Spirit.
Why Soul and Power Retrieval Are Essential
Healing isn’t just about removing pain; it’s about restoring wholeness. Soul retrieval allows us to reconnect with our life force, while power retrieval ensures we have the strength to embody that wholeness. Together, they address not only the symptoms of soul loss but also the root causes.
When we heal at the soul level, the effects ripple outward, transforming our relationships, communities, and even our ancestral lines.
Services We Offer
At Entheogenic Church and Shamanic Ananda, we offer soul retrieval and power retrieval as part of a comprehensive approach to healing. Our services integrate shamanic practices, sacred plant medicine, and somatic healing techniques.
Here’s what you can expect:
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Shamanic Journeying: Learn to connect with your spirit guides and allies for guidance and support.
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Soul Retrieval Ceremonies: Guided by spirit, we locate and return your fragmented parts.
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Power Retrieval: Reclaim your energy and protection, preparing you for deeper healing.
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Somatic Practices: Ground your healing in the body, releasing stored trauma and integrating your essence.
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Entheogenic Practices: Sacred plant medicines to support expanded awareness and spiritual connection.
The Gifts of Wholeness
When you commit to your healing journey, you unlock the gifts of your soul:
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A deep sense of purpose and connection
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Vitality and well-being
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Emotional and spiritual clarity
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Freedom from old patterns and limitations
Imagine waking up each day feeling whole, empowered, and at peace with yourself. Imagine living with courage, joy, and compassion, knowing that every part of you is aligned and integrated.
My Invitation to You
If my story resonates with you, I invite you to take the next step. Whether you’ve tried therapy, hypnosis, or other modalities without success, soul retrieval may be the missing piece.
At Entheogenic Church and Shamanic Ananda, we hold a sacred space for your healing and transformation. We walk with you through the process of soul and power retrieval, guiding you toward the wholeness you deserve.
This journey is not about fixing you—it’s about remembering who you are and reclaiming your divine essence.
If you’re ready to begin, let’s connect. Your soul is waiting to come home.
Soul retrieval and power retrieval have changed my life in ways I never thought possible. They’ve helped me move from fragmentation to oneness, from despair to joy, and from surviving to thriving. I’m living proof that no matter how far you feel from yourself, it’s always possible to find your way back.
The path to wholeness is sacred, and it begins with a single step. Will you take it?
Check out this video I made on Soul Loss